Talk out the pros and cons Angela.

If you choose not to cut you continue on with three months of non SI behaviour---which is good, correct?

If you choose to cut then you get the relief and satisfaction (?? guessing here ) of SI and then what? The feeings of let down?

Just wondering what thought processes you go through with regards to each side of this matter. Would that help to do? Or make things worse?

Sorry if this is unhelpful.

Take care and keep strong sweetie. You're stronger than your feelings and urges.