I hear you Angel, and I believe you. But I can't help you. I really have the sense that what you need can't be provided here without something else more direct in place in 3d for you. It really sounds like you need the pros. I hope you don't let "it" take you, but that you take "it" to the hopsital. Just what I think. Can't tell you what to do.
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