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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
Reflecting about what you experienced and what your thoughts have been allows you to see how you psychologically built your life around your husband. His actions are revealing what his true priorities are.
Sometimes what is best is to discontinue the relationship that is keeping you from growing as a person and enjoying your life.
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Thanks. the relationship was keeping me from growing and enjoying my life. it was an enormous amount of energy i spent trying to tolerate the way he was being, and trying to change the way things were going.
actually, i was not happy all along. i was regularly feeling hurt and pushing it aside. i was miserable, but less miserable with him than other miserable relationships i'd known. i look back on the head space i was in, wince.
im feeling like an old lady lately who missed out on a lot of potential joy.
i will get around to filling my life with purpose i suppose.
for now i'm cocooned. sadly ive been cocooned for decades, stuck. i hope to grow into who i'm meant to be.