Tommorow is it. I feel... emotionless. My food restriction sucked today and I don't know if its because now you won't be there to care or if I truly am not feeling well. I think it may be how I'm handling stress. Theres other stuff going on with food that I can talk about tommorow.

And I just got your email you sent half an hour ago. That part where you said "I hope your feeling ok" kinda killed me a bit.

This may be harder then I thought....