A 3rd dose of OTC pain meds in 12 hours and my geodon and melatonin seems to finally be getting rid of this massive anxiety and pain I've had all day. I had to watch a couple episodes of Project Runway this afternoon to distract myself from everything. My blood doctor called to reschedule for December 8th. Which is fine with me since I don't get the point in seeing her if the level is fine. I hate going to the doctors I don't get these people who love going to them. I wish I wasn't traveling for Thanksgiving either. I feel like my sister is being reckless bringing a less then 2 month old out of state with RSV going around. But once again no one will listen to me. Anyways at this moment I feel ok.