Dear T,
I wanted to give up on the dark, rainy drive to H's mom's house in an unfamiliar car. I thought about calling to see if she could just watch her overnight. But I decided that instead of taking less familiar back roads, I'd take the highway and other main roads that I take all the time, in part because they're right by your office. I think that was the right call. Home now safely, though I just want to curl up in a ball. And I hope my car might possibly be OK in the morning, or at least if it needs repair, it's not major.
But we're only like 12 hours into this, and I feel I already need a long break. Starting to doubt my ability to get through this, but hopefully you can shift my brain on that tomorrow....
Love,
LT