Just be happy that your out of that relationship though, but I can relate to this, I was never married though but I'm telling you you're not alone in this. I once had to deal with going back to a partner over and over again because I loved him and he always promised me that he'd changed. For years I used to blame myself for it. It takes a lot of effort and self-healing but I feel like you're on the right step and moving forward with your life. At first, I know it's going to be hard and you'll have a lot of self-doubt in yourself but you are a strong person, and I believe in you. I don't know you at all, but as an abused victim, I'm telling you that you got this!

I always took back my boyfriend due to so many emotions going through me at the time, and he would always go back to his ways proving me wrong once again, that he never did change, when he told me he did change. I think it's common for abusers to say that to win back the person. Continue to stay strong! Send me a message if you'd ever like to talk.