Dear T,
Thanks for listening today and for being supportive. I still feel I sort of let you down in not handling this all better, but I know it's really about letting *myself* down. You're right that I had been thinking for weeks that I couldn't handle this, which more than likely contributed to my getting so upset. Even though I feel awkward about it, I think it's good I told you about the one reaction. I think you need to know where my mind goes at times.

And I appreciate your saying I can just let you know if I want one of those slots tomorrow. It helps knowing they're there (and likely at least one would still be available), even if I don't take you up on one. I just need to be able to get through this OK. But I also don't know if I'll be trying to do something with my car tomorrow and what time that would be.

Also, I hope that cough of yours was just allergies! I know mine tend to flare up after it rains, too.

Love,
LT