wasn't that a fun session. not.

talking about the stresses of work, the stresses of our therapeutic relationship, some ugly bits from my extremely abusive childhood, feeling so much sadness, trying to find words for things, a lot of crying (me; tho' i did see you tear up a couple of times). then you get to hit the 'leave' button and literally leave it all - and me - behind for the next week, while i'm still sitting here with a red blotchy face, a snotty nose, feeling awful and heavy and tired and sad and left to carry it all.

how is that a "relationship"?

bah humbug.