I think you have to want to get better to want help. I think for me, i want to get better when i'm not full but as soon as i eat something and get full, i dont want people telling me to keep it down. I also think you have to find the right person to talk to in order to get better. I've asked me mom and brother to help me but when i'm in a tough time, i can't call them because they wouldn't understand. My roommate is a recovered anorexic (YES ITS POSSIBLE TO RECOVER, I'VE SEEN PROOF) and i find it alot easier to talk to her about it because she's been there. Acually i've seen recovery happen twice. Both my best friend and my roommate were a month away from ending their life and they both recovered. So good luck to everyone who reads this and remember it is possible to recover so keep trying, dont give up.