me too. i can be a wreck before i see T but then i walk in the door and boom. my eyes must dry up or something. i can get emotional and angry and shut down...but cry? nope. ive felt like i was going to. the desire was so intense. the only thing left was tears. but they didn't come. The second i walk out her door, though, i can't control myself. I'd love an answer on this. I want so much to cry infront of her to recieve the comfort but i only can after i leave...and simply "telling" them you cried doesn't seem to have the same effect. hmmmm...