His girlfriend was never married, so I am guessing she will put up with anything. I met someone on the facebook dating.....we had a great time, and clicked on most every subject. Then he "ghosted" me. I waited a week and told him that my perception of him was that he was someone of integrity, and that he had no honor. He is a former marine, so I bet that stung, LOL......he texted me back that he thought I was gorgeous and looked forward to seeing me again. I know he will never contact me. But you know what? There was nothing negative about me, and it was HIS stuff. Eventually you won't feel the need to contact your soon to be ex, but lonliness makes you do things you know aren't good for you. Try not to let yourself beat yourself up, you are going through so much and so many emotions. Sending love and hugs....and know how courageous you are.