Hey Aviza I understand your feelings on this, it happened to me too. Everyone is different and it’s hard to know what’s going on without an investigation, only then can you know if it’s something to worry about or not.
I dreaded mine, in the end the prep was the worst for me too, the procedure was okay. I was clear but sometimes even if it’s just polyps they’ll take a sample or remove, because they can develop into something else sometimes. You’re doing the right thing getting checked out and hopefully all will be fine.