I feel like I am losing my ****ing mind and heading for a breakdown. I can't take anything. I'm going to run out early of my Geodon 20's. I'm 2 days short of my valium. I've taken my night meds and my melatonin. I've eaten dinner so I'm not hungry. There is nothing left for me to do at this point except wait it out and fall asleep. I don't get what is going on. Like do I have long Covid that is only affecting my mental health or what. But I feel so weird right now.