Dear T,
Maybe I need to terminate. I just feel really awful about the relationship right now and what I apparently am to you--a dollar sign, and one that isn't big enough. I was going to offer to pay more, but I can't do your full fee, so you probably still wouldn't be happy. If I leave, then you have the opportunity to make another $180 a week, likely on clients who are much easier and who don't bother you with emails on the weekends. I thought maybe on some level, you (platonically) loved me, even though you'd never say those words. Now, I don't think so. I wish I hadn't sent that email Friday night. I should have known better. Though if my insurance company was competent in how they handle invoices, this conversation would have never happened.

--LT