I spent the day cooking yesterday. Made a crockpot meal from on of my favorite recipes. It has chicken breasts, cream cheese, ranch seasoning, shredded cheddar cheese, green onions, and bacon bits.
I cooked the bacon bits in the oven separatly. Cooking makes me nervous so I rarely cook, but I was able to yesterday. The food came out really good. I've made this recipe a few times, this was the first time I used fresh bacon instead of the prepackaged bacon bits you buy in the store
I froze some of the leftovers because it made a lot
My anxiety has been better. I went from drinking 5-6 cups of coffee (sometimes more) a day everyday for many years. Today is day 6 of cutting back on caffeine. I've had a few iced matcha lattes over the past few days but aside from that have had no other caffeine. I'm proud of myself because normally I can't make it through one day without a ridiculous amount of caffeine. I don't know why I used to drink so much caffeine. I know my anxiety is bad to begin with and I certainly didn't need to add any fuel to that fire but I could never seem to stop. It was plain black unsweetened coffee, so it's not like I was hooked on sugar in it or anything.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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