I think I forgot to mention this but I was having a bad day yesterday and I randomly got a note under my door from my neighbor across the hall. It said she was happy to see me at the community meal and hoped we can talk more, and that she hopes I have a lovely weekend. It was perfect timing and really made my day. It meant a lot that someone was thinking about me. I had been sitting in my living room having obsessive thoughts . I decided to get up and check on something in the kitchen when I suddenly noticed a note slid under my door with my name on it. Sometimes the holidays get me kind of down because I miss my mom. She died in 2016 from leukemia. So it's really just me and the cats. My sister is near me but she is kind of dealing with her own stuff this year so I feel kind of alone