I had a phone session yesterday because I was sick. It was... Nice. It is strange... But in a way it felt more intimate than an in-person session. Because his voice felt so close. Right up beside my ear.

I'm not sure if the content was that different... But I raised a couple of things that I've never raised before. He seemed surprised or maybe a bit startled. I didn't think it was that deep or anything like that. Just expressed a concern that I'm turning 30 this year and all I've done with my life is been a student. That if I get some offer (which I may or may not get) then I won't have finished up until I'm 35. That that concerns me a little... That I haven't met anyone yet (that I broke up with my boyfriend and I really wanted things to work with him). That I don't exactly want children yet and I may never want children, but that I don't want to rule that out, either...

It was a nice session. I think I prefer them than in person sessions in a way. I'm fairly sure he doesn't see it that way.. Maybe it has something to do with a session taking me half a day to get to and get back from etc compared to a phone call of one hour. I don't know. He is nice, though. I think I love him... In a I just wish I could curl up in his arms kinda way...