Feeling discouraged lately. It feels like I'm on a losing team or something like that. Things that I hope for doesn't seem to materialize. It's like rooting for a team who constantly loses.

I have two new neighbors moving in; one next to me and another two doors down. I've seen them and they don't look like my type.

I didn't sleep well last night. There was a lot of noise from a couple moving in two doors down from me. They were constantly moving stuff and banging. It went on until about 11. And then I had back pain on the lower back and going down to my knee. So that kept me awake, too.

I did some errands this morning. The stores were pretty crowded. I tend to not like crowds that much.

I'm sorry for being so down. I'm feeling like I'll have to somehow re-invent my life, I guess. I don't know if that will work or not. It seems like the place I'm living at is going downhill. That's too bad.