Well, I'm out of the trough. Two days ago, I started picking up around the house. Washed the dishes, changed the bed sheets. Pretty soon I was humming and singing to myself. I always do that when I start to come out of a tailspin. Now I'm a little over-amped up, and I need to calm down. I go from having no energy to being so psyched up that I don't focus productively. One doctor, a long time ago, said I was bipolar. I think he was on to something.