Yesterday instead of going into work I took an ambulance ride to the hospital after some serious self harm. This is eerily similar to when I worked a few years back and instead of going into work one day
Last time I tried to work I got manic and tried hitchhiking to Albany, NY but ended up crying in the road slamming my head against a building because I couldn't fulfill God's mission to save them from the terrorists without a ride.
Am I ever going to be able to work? Should I try and push through it? I'm already only working part time, and it's not like the work itself is stressful, but going is.
I've only been working there a week and a half.