Thank you for your feedback. Given how my life is progressing (or rather regressing) with my loved ones, I’m inclined to side with you on the career change. I guess I just need to find another way outside of all of this to bring me happiness?

Beth, at times I feel like it’s helping me and at times I feel like maybe it does more harm than good? It’s hard to not think that way since all my relationships have gone downhill since diagnosis and starting meds. And that includes with both people who know about my diagnoses (very few like my boyfriend) and people who don’t know (ie my own kids and their dad, my ex) so I’m not sure what to think anymore. I just know I’m not happy here and it’s a bummer to feel that way but know that you have to act like you don’t all the time