I'm coping today by writing some journal prompts. Listening to music with some chicken and wild rice soup on the stove. I seem to have looked in the mirror just right at myself and I look different in my perspective. I seem to be coping with it?? I've decided to stop using my phone so much because it seems like it's upsetting me to do that. The laptop is where it's at. I have my cell phone turned off because I need to rely less on it, even as a crutch. I hope that I can find the will power and hence I have asked God to let me just let it be.