I'm feeling depressed today, more so than I thought I would. I guess it's because I made a mistake of talking to my friend before cleaning. Usually when I do cleaning I feel fairly good even though I may not be in the mood to do it. I feel like it's a time to make my place better (cleaner) and to purge or "rock out". After talking to my friend, I felt depressed. He kind of said things that were not that nice. He's always been that way. So, being depressed because of us talking ruined that cleaning time. I'm still feeling depressed now even though the cleaning is long over with. I've been out and about a little bit today and people seem down in spirits.