We had an argument last night concerning my feelings. She could give 2 ****s. I'm beginning to find out that I don't really even like her anymore. I'm going to start sleeping in a different room. I don't want to be near her anymore. It's weird because all I've been hearing lately is people getting divorced. I'm going to work on putting my feelings on the back burner. I'm going to start doing things without her. If I wait for her to say , " sure , I'd like to take a trip with you " , I'll be dead. I need to start living before it's too late......No sex , no affection , can make me a very unhappy person. I'm already depressed from a young age.
And fearful. Plus the physical pain doesn't help.....