I almost never leave my parents' home and when I do, it's with my Mom. I live with them. I sometimes plan to go out shopping alone or to eat somewhere alone but I never do it since I am worried about putting on clean clothes and wearing makeup and having alright, clean hair. I think it is an insurmountable thing to do. It sucks since I need to work. I get Disability but it is not enough for me. I've been stick in the house since about 2019, and I really wish I could find some independence. I'm a thirty year old woman and I need to try to make life happen for me. I'm trying some things indoors. I've started doing journal prompts. I started drawing again in the spring but I cannot seem to do it daily. I mostly like the computer. I guess I need to meet the demand and then I think I need to just suit my needs. Does it mean I'm being optimistic to say I could ever get out?