I feel like my counseling agency is letting me down. My counselor is taking 2 months for medical reasons . She is leaving me with no one to talk to. December and January are the worst 2 months for me. She said she would try to connect me to a case manager. A case manager doesn't do what a counselor does. Will be of no help to me. I am under a lot of stress right now. I have had bad luck with therapists in the past. I feel like this is going down the same damn road. Why do I try? I went for almost 4 years without counseling. I was doing well then my Grandma died. Things have spiraled since then. I am just really spun tighter than a top right now. I see my counselor for one of the last times before she goes on hiatus tomorrow. Boy do I have a bunch to tell her. My depression is creeping back in. I don't know what to do. There has to be another counselor I can speak to until she comes back. Otherwise I might end up in the psych ward again. I will go if I need to. I am not afraid to be self-admitted. The last time I was in was helpful. The last time was back in 2016. I've also been to IOP a couple times. But I am not in that severe of a state yet. Anyone have any suggestions to get through the next 2 months if A therapist replacement can't be found? Thanks for reading.