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Default Nov 27, 2022 at 06:52 PM
 
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Originally Posted by Mountaindewed View Post
I keep thinking about how when I was 13-23 and I was treated differently. Food was restricted by my staff when I was 14 16 and 17. They even had a lock on the fridge at one point in 2009 at a group home I was at. My doctor harped on me nonstop from 2011-2018. I know shaming doesn't work very well in a lot of cases. In my case I was so fed up with everything that I started working on myself in 2016. And now I seem to be heading in the opposite direction then I was when I was a teenager and a young adult. Some things just stay with you and mess with your mind though.
Damn straight some things just stay with you. My dad always said "If you can pinch an inch you need to lose weight" and had me drinking water like crazy instead of eating. My weight's been fluctuating so much over the past few years. Pretty sure I have EDNOS/OSFED if not legitimate bulimia.

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