I feel totally depressed today. I have no desire to work in pharmacy anymore, no desire to be screamed at by stupid people who have no ****ing idea how things work in a pharmacy (Surprise: we don’t just dump pills in a vial, slap a label on it, and check you out at the register. There’s more to it than that). I don’t want to be social or friendly. I just want to curl up in my condo with my cat. I don’t want to be in pharmacy anymore. That begs the question— what do I want to do? Ideally, grow my business in design and jewelry making. But i have to make ends meet with a “typical” job in the meantime. I’ve already applied for some remote work positions. But do I really want any of those either? Beats me at the moment. I just feel sick of all this ****. I’m sick of dating. I’m sick of putting myself out there, showing up, putting in the effort, and getting nothing in return. Meh.

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