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Originally Posted by Angry Fairy
Okay so yes, you acted on emotion rather than logic. That isn't a crime it makes you a feeling compassionate human being. We ALL do that sometimes. It would be nice if we were all logical all the time- but then we wouldn't be humans. Try to forgive yourself. I'm in the same position of facing moving forward. Trying to concentrate on enjoying the future ability to make my life exactly as I want it.
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Angry Fairy, thank you so much.
Yes, I acted on emotion and it wasn't logical.
Had I been of a more sound mind at the time, I NEVER would have taken him back after he had cheated. He blamed me for his decision to cheat, because I had called the police on him - and I somehow internalized and accepted that blame and took him back. I also accepted his lies by taking him back. I knew he was lying about his little affair, yet I dismissed it or buried it because I needed him.
I was desperate for help at that time... I needed help, and he was there, supporting me through an incredibly difficult time. UGH.
I know I must forgive myself for this, but it's still very hard to do that.