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*Beth* · Dec 01, 2022 at 01:33 AM

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Originally Posted by Random 503

Do you turn away from the tree and cry in those situations because you feel like you lost something along the way or never had it in the first place? Not physical nor a person but something intangible but you still know what it is in the back of your mind?

Glad he was empathetic and you got a new med plan.

That's a good question and thank you for asking. Lost something along the way. So many losses, just too many, and I'm terrified because all I can see is more to come. And it's all spinning by so fast. It is lost people, but also lost times, lost naivete - even the shock of how lost this nation has become. People, in general, seem confused and it scares me. Or maybe it's me. Maybe it's my own depression and anxiety telling me stories. I miss having my children and my husband, all of us safe and warm under one roof. That tree was covered with golden lights, they weren't that awful too-bright kind, but soft and it was just too much.