My new therapist was nice. She didn't judge me about anything. She didn't comment about my appeareance. Do I trust her. No. Not yet. But I didn't sense any red flags from her. I didn't realize how sick to my stomach I felt until afterwards. I just ate some chocolate protein graham crackers with my geodon to see if that would help.

The only thing that sort of bugged me was when she said "do you like clay? We can play with clay." Ma'me I am an almost 30 year old man. And I thought I was dressed pretty maturely today.

Idk. Maybe I just need to be more vocal with her. Tell her how I get up each morning and watch CNN, and stuff like that that I do so she'll keep remembering I'm older then I look.