It sounds like you are learning how to play. That's wonderful! I don't know how to play. My husband keeps saying that he will teach me, whether I like it or not. My T keeps asking if I do anything fun. Apparently, it's supposed to be okay to play and to have fun. It sounds like it is good for you and is helping to heal your inner child. Keep it up! {{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

<font color=blue>Life is filled with tragedy; if you let it overwhelm you, you cannot enjoy life's innocent pleasures. -Robert Heinlein</font color=blue>