No one but you has the ability to make me so ragefully angry. I haven't got enough body space for this anger. This ending is not about you or what you want or what makes you sad or disappointed or what you are finding difficult. This isn't a good ending and I will not collude with you to pretend that it is. You are out of your mind. I do genuinely wonder if you have experienced some cognitive decline as a result of illness or old age. Even by your previous standards, your recent communication was ludicrous.