So, I've been using my mum's scale which isn't electronic and it said I weighed 80kg about two days later I weigh myself at my sister on an electric scale.I literally start swearing when I see the number 84.6kg I had a panic attack after seeing that number and was in such despair. I have been trying for countless months 30 minutes a day exercising and I don't know why but it's not working. I start discussing in the car that I need a gastric bypass but my concern is an infection happening. My sister's partner says I don't need to have a gastric bypass but instead I need treatment for my emotional eating instead. He insisted that when I'm there the snacks for their daughter goes fast. I couldn't believe how much food I could shovel in my mouth when I was occasionally there. I'm thinking that I will be talking to my GP about a psychologist as I need support now over so many tragic things happening in my life. I know that obesity can kill but so can being depressed and anxious I decided there's no point in stressing out. I'll just exercise for longer and further than ever before. I just hope I can change my life style around as clearly what I was doing at my mum's house never worked.