My mother stopped talking to me around 2019 and started to hate me after my fathers' death which was not my fault despite i have been a bad daughter in the last 4 years when unemployed
This is beyond mess and I cant cope. I am waiting for silence to come and i am sorry
I cant remember the life before, i know I was not that bad just had to calm down and handle myself better. I used to have my own money and life was ok. I used to be a good daughter
All day I keep thinking what happened in beetween. Our lives boiled alive and it was only my fault
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