Anxious. First appointment with rheumatologist in about 3 hours. Am I crazy that I think the anxiety is because I’ll be told “everything is honky dory - now move along”? I mean, that’s a good outcome, right? Right. So why does it “scare” me?? I sound so “messed up” saying this I know. I hope it’s not offensive or negative or something to anyone. I don’t like this thought/feeling, but it’s my truth.
[ sigh ]
— lemonSys
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“The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven.”
— John Milton, Paradise Lost
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