I dont feel sorry for the person who wrote this post, i was guilty for my situation, but nonetheless i have been abused for the last 7 years
I have reasons to hate my older sister who despite being "good" on paper is so childish and uncaring throu family and life in general. She abused me without even noticed

I cant explain my life, it is so strange that is has gone this bad. My errors for sure but what was i dealing with

Eventually there are some circumstances when there are elements around you that just keep telling you there is no way out

I pay for the mistakes i did when young. Because yes, In early twenties i did **** up with college.