I might feel a little of the same way Artie. I sent my former therapist a Christmas card as I always do. But I didn't even text her Happy Thanksgiving. She doesn't send a card back. She never has. I'm thinking of not texting her on Christmas Day either. Just letting it go. She hasn't responded to me in so very long. I probably mean nothing to her now. I thought about not sending the Christmas Card but I couldn't quite do that. But maybe I am more okay with her no longer caring about me. I saw the woman for 10 years. You would think she would give a fig. But probably she was just glad that I stayed so long and paid for her trips abroad with my payments to her. I sound jaded. But there is no other way to feel. In the last email I sent her which has been months, I told her that it is too painful to email her now. So basically I won't be doing that. She's probably glad I am out of her hair.