Such a beautiful vacation =] Today is my last day.

My dad was talking philosophically (Like usual) about the family (Last night), and I felt really tired.. I ate a whole large lobster.. I went to sleep, and missed that moment.. but we are a loving family, no matter how much dysfunction..

More Ritalin for me.. and beers.. ill swim in the pool, and then back to the cold - Possibly skiing, and then visiting the rest of my family..

I'm happy, and got to relax.. when I get home to the rockies, my life will he reinvented.. I really needed to relax and be with my family for the longest time.. Since I was 12 years old... it worked out perfectly..

The autist friend, I no longer talk.. he taught me a lot - But I'll be ok.. new Invega Twinza injection is next year.. I'm ok now (Had psychosis before we got here).. I'm ok with cognitive impairment, as long as no one judges me (And no one ever really has) - people say I'm very articulate..

I'll update more beautiful moments later.. I'm happy rn.. idk why things happened the way they did.. but it's destiny, always have hope.. if not, give up (Like I did), and let the river carry you to a good place..

The world, corruption, doesn't seem like a problem here.. people still survive. We're adaptive. The virus was released from a lab on purpose.. Its just greed that's all. I'm prepared for the afterlife, like anyone that goes out, has an end, within a blink. It's ok..