I'm not dealing with this latest therapy break well. It was a short one and we're supposed to meet tomorrow in person, but I'm still having trouble with it. Mostly because of the "love in therapy" stuff that came up followed by the topic that came up at our last session that brought up a lot of feelings of being unlovable. Even though he did say there was love there. I don't know why I can't absorb that. I just feel kind of abandoned right now and I feel ridiculous for that.