So angry 😡 H isn't doing well either. I'm convinced he's going to divorce me. He even dropped out of my nephew's wedding in April. Keeps saying it's not fair to my nephew and I deserve better. I view it as one more thing that my h will hold against himself, forever. My dog wouldn't leave him alone and it's now all 3 of us on a twin mattress. but I'm taking my thorizen but I'll be out soon. H wants me to get my meds but not his. I feel weird going to urgent Care and asking for psych meds. Not even knowing if we can pay for them. At this point if we don't do something fast one of us will end up in the hospital or worse. I really don't know what to do.