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MuteSwan
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Trig Dec 08, 2022 at 12:21 AM
 
Going by the post above I don’t think it’s sexual addiction anymore.

I don’t feel I have a compulsion either, at least not in my head, but it’s as if my body does. It’s a desperate unrelenting need to quieten physical desires. Like I’m not thinking of sex but my body suddenly has a need. My doctor has checked my hormone levels and they’re all normal except for very high estrogen (female hormone).

Prior to the sexual assault my sex drive was relatively high, but nothing like this now, and it’s the ease in which I can be aroused - that scares me.

One thing about medications, I don’t want to feel nothing either. I’m seeking some kind of middle ground. I’m on an antidepressant to try and help but it’s not shutting my body down at all.

Last edited by bluekoi; Dec 08, 2022 at 12:26 AM.. Reason: Add trigger icon.
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