But, @stahrgeyzer, many others experience similar lives, as you can see by our special forums here, & the recognized category of DID. I keep reading all kinds of articles on the internet about DDs, & things like Conversion Disorder. And you've learned new things from your FB groups. So what you describe is becoming better understood, more & more, & picking up speed as new therapists & researchers join the others. There is hope for us. My others are harmful & I pray to find a therapist who can help me. Please don't despair, stahrgeyzer.