I just had some lunch. Next I'm going to take a shower, get dressed and fix my hair. I do know that's a good next-thing-to-do. But it's just a start.

Sometimes, once I start, I keep going. I got to make today count.

I might need to talk to my PCP about some more Vicodin tablets. Just to get me through Christmas. It is very, very hard to get more opioids, unless you're dying of cancer. But my bleeding ulcers mean I can't take NSAIDS. I can't go back on Indocin.

I better start.