Well The last couple days Maddie has gone in the house so many times regardless of my taking her out !!!!! Like WTF

A few hours ago I found some behind my couch. I said to Steve are we sure we want to keep her ??!!?! He said he will put her up on Marketplace to rehome her but it was the “ tone” he said it in. I told him I know he really wants to keep her. But….

Honestly I don’t know if he’s going to try and rehome her now or not. ugh.

She’s a sweet girl but I still think Steve won’t truly pitch in to help fully. I dont want to be the bad guy and we both need to decide to keep or re home her. I’m going to wait and see if he does list to rehome tomorrow.

Anyway my mood is shyt but it’s not all about Maddie I’ve been struggling with depression for a while now.

Some days I just think FML

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