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In general, my feeling about mental health professionals is that they want to cover up fears (with medications, for instance), to "make" them go away too quickly, to not want to deal with them.

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I get this feeling from my pdoc but not from my T. In fact I think my T is trying to convince me to do the exact opposite.

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There is so much I do not remember, and it seems to me I need to start remembering those things to finally discover what it is that I think I did.

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i can relate to this statement. I really want to remember exactly what did and didn't happen. Unfortunately I want to do it myself first and THEN decide if it is something I want to actually talk about in therapy.