I’m so wildly irritable. It’s 1:23am here…I usually am asleep long before 12. I feel bugs crawling on me. But I know it’s just my mind playing tricks. Still makes me so anxious. I see my new pdoc Dec 27. I can’t tell my t cause he thinks anything little or not needs swift ip treatment and I’m ok and don’t need that. I’m not depressed and I’m in danger and neither is anyone else. Still can’t tell him though cause he will try to trick me to go. He did last time