I feel stressed and a little cornered
I'm trying to calm down

The only way to had peace in my family was to buy them with money and because they depended on society's judgement I couldnt fail
But I did and lost control many years ago
I guess since i was a teen after poor performance in school followed by failure at uni
I wish I made It and my family lived happy

Aorry for this, i dont know where to vent

I was calm but 5 mins ago I had an argue and screamed. I am sorry but everything is beyond control