****ing crawling bugs on me. They’re not real I tell myself but I feel them and it’s very real. I see my new pdoc dec27. My old one has now left the state for Ohio. Ugh. I wish I never had to go without my meds this has been getting worse since thanksgiving. I’m broke.

So much for a good weekend bc relatives who bully me are coming in.

I can’t tell anybody about the bugs.